Friday, March 27, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
A huge chunk of my consciousness in this life is supposed to take place inside this cubicle in which I sit each weekday all day long. I don't know why this is. (Of course I don't know why this is. I don't know why anything is. And neither do you.)
It is frustrating. I do not want to be here. At all. It is like a gentle version of prison. My own temperament is what is causing me this suffering. I know this. Another person would love to be sitting here in this cubicle a lot. And here's the kicker – I used to be that other person who loved sitting here a lot. When did I become ungrateful? Why would I become ungrateful?
It is a lot of things really. Here's a couple; first the job that I am currently at is NOT the job that I started at here 3 years ago. We do the same kind of work, we are still the same company, but nothing about it is the same. And the biggest part of the change is the lack of enthusiasm and energy that I was hired into initially. When I first started working here we were all positive, growing hopeful. And now we are all just cogs – getting by. And the designers are the worst of all. They are the foundation of what we do and each one of them is a non-caring, complacent baby.
Yes, we are still here, and we're still alive and plodding along – so a big yay for us really and truly. But…..
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Tomorrow is Elton John and Billy Joel. I always wanted to see both of
these guys. Now I am. I don't remember who bought me the tickets
though. I was given them at christmas. I'm sure M will kick my ass
over this. Especially if they came from her. Oy.
In 2 days it is fancy Friday. Or fun Friday as she calls it. I hope
our parents are accepting of our decision. If not than quite frankly
"oh well". We still love them the same.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Here is a really good one.
Some kind of designer in Sweden with cute kids with cool toys. And there's not just a few details about this person, then on to the next - I mean you could sit and read about this person for quite a long time.
I am very much into technology right now. It feels good. Feels right. I'm going to find some video editing software here now and perhaps I will hook into that medium as well. I just upgraded my beloved iPhone to the latest model, the 3G, and now it looks as though my old iPhone may pay for it. God I love iPhones.
Like I said....technology.
Currently listening to 'Close Your Eyes" by Young Love on my iPhone. Sounds amazing.