Buddhism

Buddhist art work is very elaborate and intense. I do not really
understand it.

E

Note it.

Here is my new recording program. I emailed you a link to my wav file
I made specially for you so be sure to check your junk mail folder for
this and then label donotreply@bias.com as safe email!

Yay shit!!

E

Mr. Epiphany says.....

It's all my parents fault!

Jesus!!!!

I feel so much better now.

E

Sent from my iPhone

Otis Eric Ocean

Otis was born on 8/24/2000. I believe. I actually have a document with
his birth date on it as he is a pedigree. He is a Russian Blue Persian
- and he wasn't good enough to show so he was sold. To me. At a crazy
cat show in Sarasota. (I would not take that route again.) The first
time I laid eyes on him he was in a cage cleaning his solid black
brother. We wanted his black brother but he was already sold. So we
settled on Otis. For $400.

Best $400 I have spent in my lifetime.

Otis has a real big spirit and is very youthful. Anyone who meets him
almost believes he is, in fact, a kitten. He lives so intensley in the
moment that you can repeatedly fuck with him, man-handle him,
whatever, and when you let go of him he will not run away as that
moment is gone and he is no longer getting fucked with. He also lines
himself up to get kicked all the time. I believe it is some form of
twisted intimacy. One time I kick the bejeezus out of him 3 times in a
row all the while spinning around. Classic Three Stooges material.

Otis had his zen mind broken once by my old dog Betty (RIP). Betty
went after him a little too hard - actually ripped the collar from his
neck - and Otis lost it. He became terrified and introverted and moved
into a secluded part of the house for about 6 weeks. He slowly
returned to his old self and rejoined the family, but never fully
trusted Betty again.

Otis loves his drinking fountain which we purchased special for him,
being touched and pet all the time, and having a good time. He
is often frustrated with his food - as am I. It is an ongoing
struggle. He prefers to eat if someone is sitting and interacting with
him. He does not like laps and will not sit on one ever.

Otis is the fastest cat with the best eyes I have ever known. He will
literally chase a gnat in virtual pitch darkness and no small creature
can escape him. It's been a long time since he's caught something, but
when he does it us not a pleasant experience for anyone involved.

I have said it before and I'll say it again, Otis is the most amazing
creature I have known.

E. All in.

Zoe Eric Ocean

Zoe was born 1/1/1996. She was found by the city of Newport, Ky animal
cops and brought to the pound. We got her from her cage at the pound
for a fee of $60. I remember 2 distinct things about meeting her for
the very first time; how amazingly loud it was where she was caged
with dogs barking - so loud you couldn't hear yourself think, and how
mature and smart she was.

Zoe is about 8 lbs and is very healthy and happy. She pukes though.
She loves sunbeams, laps, being told she's beautiful, and boxing her
lifemate Otis on the head to reaffirm her alpha status daily. (Otis
could give a shit about status but takes his beatings like a champ.)

She has lived a life very similar to my own. She has moved many times,
had me out of her life many times, gone missing a few times for days
on end, escaped, gotten covered in auto grease and subsequently had a
red ruby glued to her forehead by the young girls who cleaned her up.

My gf has become convinced, with no thanks to Jarryd, that Zoe is
plotting to kill her. Perhaps she is. I don't know. I can only hope
that I am home if/when the event occurs so that I may intervene.

Having Zoe as my animal is a bit like playing God; on the one hand I
feel if it weren't for me she wouldn't have had to go through all the
confusion and suffering she has. On the other hand, it is because of
me that she has the wonderful life she has right now.

E. All in.

Hello sir.

This is me at this very moment.

How are you this fine day? My gf is so very excited about our trip.
She just bought a new camera - kick ass Sony jobbie. She can't wait
for the festivities.

Tony is officially ignoring me. I have written him twice and he has
read both and never resopnds. Lame lame lame.

It is my contention that people who have babies should throw farewell
parties for everyone else they know.

Boyer and Edwards are head to head in the championship race yesterday
and Edwards wins the race and Boyer wins the championship. I'm sorry
but there's something wrong with that.

But Melissa is happy.

E

Qt•••••••~~>>>>>>>

I have been quiet lately. It is imperative that I keep up apearences
as I fear fading.

There are things I need to do. Need to take care of.

Side note. There is a door near me where I work that gets opened and
closed about every 2 mins all day long. This is about 30 times an
hour. This is about 300 times a day. There are about 4 to 6 people
that may deal win this door. The people I work with are crazy.

I am crazy really.

Clearwater Zen should be returning near me soon. I fear if I get
involved with them in any capacity at this point they are likely to
lose the new space they are trying to rent.

Yeah I fucking think this way.

E

Current wallpaper.

Looks super coolio.

Unglued.

Is what I am becoming.

Dhsijsjj HUD he he SUVs

Constantan intereuptilns.

I feel as I I can not do responsibility any more.

Let the bad things begin.

Fuck this fuching planet this fucking body this fucking job

Fuck everyone.

Oh I'm sure I'll be fine shortly.

Done!

That motherfucker thought he was gonna getaway with that shit...... I
don't think so.

Big kudos to M for documenting this successful evening. Thank you M!

E bitches

The Hospice

Palm Harbor. FL

Wow.

Possibly the only place of it's kind in all of Florida.

Eout

Awesome dictionary.

This is me. E

Motoring.

This is how we roll at my house.

Also....

Everything Shakespeare ever wrote is on my iPhone.

U.S. Manual

I also have this. It contains in entirety everything you see I'm this
screen shot plus a ton more.

Outstanding.

I bought a dictionary for my iPhone last night. It is just amazing and
I love it.

I gave it a love bite.

It's fully fucking comprehensive and is completely internal. Does not
use the innernet highway.

Super side note: it is a Wordbook dictionary and my mom used to sell
Wordbook 20 years ago.

How cool is that?

E is...........
out.

This is who I was talking about before.

Dream Theater, 2008

Useful Vette.

Supplies arrive home quickly.

E

Current wallpaper.

Not many words in me.

I love Melissa.

E
Out

President Obama

This was one of the most special nights of my 41 years.

The word virtue is what rings in my happy, hopeful, excited head.

I love you all.

E

I did what I could do.

USA Votes today.

Today we vote. All 100,000,000 of us. May be the higher turnout ever.

Today is a day where we all appear more connected than ever....even
though outwardly we seem more divided than ever.

I vote for the light. It is an obvious no-brainer to me and others
like me. I vote for hope. Not selfish self centered preservation.

Be well Earth.

E

This is where I live.

Ya.
E

My mind created this.

After having a brief encounter with a guy and his torch red C5 last
week at the Fresh Market, I spent some time thinking about a torch red
C3. Just studied on it was all.

Well this was my next encounter about a day or so later. A perfect
torch red C3. We spoke and drove together for a few miles.