Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
intense discontentment. And I know it will get worse because this
stuff breeds on itself. But knowing me I will embrace these nasty
thoughts and feelings and.....just....fall.
Where I spend so much of my life is so unbelievably lame it makes me
Desire. Drive. Peace. Letting go. Whatever. The point is to understand
that it is all perfect.
And it is. Fucking perfection. I am perfect in this perfect world
right at this very moment - which, by the way, is the only thing that
exists. This moment.
Fuck the world.
Perfection can be hard to deal with.
Monday, October 27, 2008
enough right now to have the weather to go along with it. Very cool.
Yabba dabba do weather.
We get 2 kinds of weather here;
1. Blazing guns heat for 6 months.
2. Cool to pleasantly warm for 6 months.
The cool broke a full month before it did last year.
How come is it when I sit with my mind I have pages of intelligent
interesting writing to potentially share. But when I get to the actual
writing I have nothing at all worth while to say?
I know this weather thing has been pretty damned important.
I'm fucking out.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Lots of looks. I was incredibly present the entire time. Of all the
places to drive to we went to a Buddhist temple in Tampa - www.wattampa.com
. They have a buffet there on Sunday. Awesome place.
The weather was excellent. Had the windows down the whole time. The
red car drives SO much more intensly with the a/c off. Drove over a
small plank of wood. (I swear to fucking Christ I am being watched at
my work. Every single time I pick this thing up to continue someone
opens a door to walk past me. Yes I am blogging at work and I really
really don't mind doing it at all.) Made a terrible sound but my
vehicle seems to he fine. The plank flew up and hit the C6 behind me.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Tonight is baseball and much needed work at home.
One of my favorite people on the planet wrote me back on myspace today. Very exciting. Brad Warner if you want to know. Zen Buddhist writer. Fucking excellent writer.
Should I change this address to ericocean.com? Or leave it ericomega.com? Perhaps this question will be for another blog.
So I sent out my photo competition announcement to about 16 people and 1 person has responded. I have not asked people to resond to that particular email but it still seems kinda odd to me. I mean it is a surprising, unusual email. Anyway - thank Rangee!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
All manner of wildlife hang around that little lake. And an alligator
lives in this lake too. I have seen him once in 18 months. He is like
the loch ness monster to me.
Amazing and mysterious.
Turtles are everywhere. If a turtle is crossing the road I will stop
my car slam in the middle of the road until he is secure on the other
I love the way turtles walk. They march really.
It's one of my favorite things.